Scared For A Disillusion

This one is for someone I knew just now:

Tell me what can I do,

I just can't forget when I knew you,

Just can't stop thinking of you,

What happens me?

I don't want to think

I'm falling in love again,

Don't wanna think

I got a new interest,

Not again,

You can't imagine

How scared I am

Because of this,

And it's a paradox,

Because at the same time

I feel motivated,

I feel wondered

I wonder will I see you once

And cannot answer myself,

I wonder what will happen

Will I be able to know you more?

The one and most terrible barrier between us,

Is the huge distance

What can I do?

Thousands of miles tear us apart

I'm afraid you'll get disappointed of me,

But anyway

I can't keep standing behind this shield

That impairs me to have an illusion.

Give me a smile,

When you read this

Undoubtedly you'll understand.

There are lots of things

I need to know about you.

We're starting to know each other

And I'm already afraid,

It's just that

I've had bad experiences in this matter

I've realised I'm not afraid of love really

That's all I want

Including now

When I know you,

Will you keep writing to me?

Will we keep communicating?

I hope so.

Every e-mail you send me

Makes me feel you're alive

Every word of you is magic

For my soul,

Don't break that spell.

August 6th, 2013 at 7:38 PM

For Curry or YNWA or whatever you want to be called